Dorothy Carpenter (Twine)
I'm sorry I've been away from the site for so long. Like everyone, we've been busy living life. Of late, I've had some terrible health issues that will be addressed this summer or in September. Arthritis & Lupus has progressed with age but the loss of the major use of my left side has got to be fixed.
I can still ride the Harley (amazing isn't it?) Walking at times will require the cane but not often as I'm determined to not land back in the wheelchair. Just as stubborn as always.
Funny how things turn out. When I hear from most of you, I find myself surprised you are mostly all still working. I've been officially retired since 2005 but las worked in the office in 1994 due to disability. Since that time I've been stay at home wife, mother, & grandmother along with promoting health care products. That is done at my own time so getting up everyday to head for the office at Boeing doesn't bother me at all. It's like summer breaks from school everyday.
Like most of you though, I'm turning 60. Does that scare any of you? It does me and yet I don't know why. I've done a lot of things since school days. Worked, found love & married and then had a family. After 17 years being with him, we divorced. I found the real of my life who shows me daily what real love is. Since then I've travelled, wrote songs & poetry that was published. Made videos, gave speeches & truly enjoyed a lot of life many gifts. Lost friends, made new ones and kept my closest friends even closer. Found God, lost faith & found it again. For some reason, I'm feeling like I need to share this now. Maybe it's the seriousness of my condition that tells me I should. I've not lost my faith again, I keep thinking just how fast my life has gone so far and decided to reflect on the past.
I hope that I'm in far better condition by the time the next reunion time. I surely want to see as many of you then. My brother said to me yesterday on the phone that he couldn't believe I was turning sixty in August & that he saw me as only being in my 30's or 40's. Good grief, our daughter is almost 40 but that's how fast it goes. Along with gray hair, wrinkles and fight to keep off the pounds~life seems pretty much the same at times. Economy is bad so worry about our investments are a daily watch. We have been blessed when it comes to not wanting for much as we seem to have everything we could possible want. Life has been full of a lot of things but my memories of Santa Maria are fresh as ever.
With that, I will close. Long message~I know. Just wanted to type it while I'm able as the surgery will be risky. My spine starting in the neck all the way down is a mess. We've tried everything else but nothing will fix it unless I have this done. Turning 60 truly shakes my core as I know that it's the other side of the mountain I've climbed. The other side was taken for granted (big mistake) as like most, I always thought there would be plenty tomorrows to fix the damage. Glad I was only a social drinker & drugs were not my thing. Could have eaten better & exercised more. Never fried on the beach (huge mistake.)
Well, I'm going to close with a "Birthday wish" to all of you in one. Please stay in touch as there are just so many tomorrows for us & everyday is a blessing.
P.S. I'm not depressed as this may seem. I'm just doing something I should have done long ago~staying in touch.
Dorothy
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